远距离恋爱～

你试过远距离恋爱吗？有试过相处八天就爱上对方吗？还记得第一眼见你的时候，我不可能会看上你吧，觉得这些事情就是那么荒谬。第一天-（野柳）我们在这享用午餐，你跟我说你不能吃海鲜，我竟然吃完那些生鱼片，开心……(九份）在这你叫我别买这个别买哪个，嘻嘻。（西门町） 你第一天就一直陪我逛整个西门町了，其实这时候你对我有感觉了？哈哈

第二天-（六福村）你早上跟我说你朋友小梁说我很可爱，之后我们三个就在六福一起吃午餐，在那时候就感觉你在做弄我，一直跟我说你很可爱，傻傻的。

悲伤

不知为何电台今天播的歌那么悲伤，总感觉一个人在外地生活就非常寂寞及孤独，感觉自己也是这这样一个人。在人生当中，我的性格从温柔变野蛮，从朴实变现实，这些感觉好难受哦。为什么我们人会一直变。。某某一位无人先生发送短信给我，这个人让我觉得好疲惫哦。也许当初就是舍弃了那个机会，所以至今一直念念不忘。感情路就是那么坎坷。

2011~~

在上个星期的时候，我进了幼稚园教书，超累得因为不敢坐。脚非常酸，腰疼，真惨啊！现在还好一点。哈哈。

New environment

what a good good day for me...i think so la....and a good good year...everything going smooth already..

Secret...

anyone can tell me how?from now on i just realise that i m not so in love with my bf.i feel guilty to him..i ever betray him and i feel so unfair to him.but i just keep this secret inside my heart..i fall in love to another guy.but this things cannot let my bf knw..later every things mess up.now already make so complicated already.i really cannot imagine if i tell him the truth how he gonna feel?i think he will become crazy.i also almost crazy.i said break to my bf but he dun want...seriously i really did a big mistake..so tiring..

blur blur day..

almost 20 days at outside working..so tired..and i so miss my home..especially my bf..so so so miss him..today me at tawau eastern plaza work..not many ppl make me feel boring..haha..yea..so wish we can go kl together..eee..i almost back lo..hahaha..so happy..but after back straight away work so tired o...hmm...my bf also start new job..hopefully this job can give him a steady career..god bless..please..hehe

stupid..

yesterday nit u let me know dont request anymore..i totally lost ant trusted on you..i dont know u r the one tat i wan o not..i so blur..u make me very blur..i dont like u keep flirt with girl..1 year already..u still keep and lik tis..haiz..i reli reli canot tahan o..if wan find a guy better than u every where have there..i totally heart broken o..dear lord..tell me what should i do..i always pray to u..just ask u let his job and his healthy and our relation all the best..bt i feel lik pray so much things for what..do he ever appreciate..?why..?if can back to last time..i prefer single..i prefer go plkn again..reli dont wan see him anymore..he make me feel lik he wont giving up flirt ppl..ryan u reli think me lik i reli kind hearted..keep let u tam..i tell u..i totally fed up..