do you really know what i am thinking?

since dont know when..i try and make myself relax..never think too much..you want how just as you like..do you know that?i just want to tell u i dont want be with you ..you make me so suffer..you give me love so what..then u got ever listen to me..?i just feel like our relation can stop already.i dont want together already..i want to be single..i ask you dont find those girl that i dont like but you keep and find..so sorry..i really want to stop this relation..i cannot support u anymore..i already patient enough!i will make myself less find you..well i wont do anything betray you..i just want to calm down..i ask you try and understanding more but u didnt.i dont think this blog u saw it too.. time will make me try and forget i love u..i just want to said i give up on u..so tired..

trusted

a couple should trust each other..bt me n him??look lik already lost confident to each other..he said he aint trust me anymore..i dun knw wat for tgt again..seriously..many ppl said if two person always argue sure will end..r u reli suitable for me??or i m not suitable for u??just now i ask u money important to u o not..is bcz jerrard said if he no mey he cant giv yuan yuan blissful..haizz..i feel so tired..if u dun wan me now..i might be feel freedom and enjoyable..eventhought i knw is very sad..i rather dun wan tis relation if we two oso not trust each other..

love story??

wat u mean by our love story??yesterday u said me over sensitive n too emo..sorry if i dont lov u i wont lik tis one..do u stil rmr tat we reli pass many difficult things just can together back??ya..i knw is me said i wan b single ..at the moment i oso giv u time lo..y?if i dont love u i wont out wif u oni lo..haiz..remember tat we 26 sept 2008 together bt 26 nov 2008 end already..when we tgt reli very happy..when u break i very sad i start to bcum very bad..until i get a letter from plkn..when i told u i go u oso didnt said wat..tat time my heart die all..when 27 dec 2008 early actually should ah yik sent me go likas complex bt u keep wan fetch me..at last i lie him said mother wan to fetch me n let u fetch me go ..when i alone go kl..do u knw i very sad?feel alone?i try to be tough at there..at last i can do it.n when i at there le u just said u wait me..actually i didnt trust wat u said lo..haiz..sometime worry u until i cry at the midnit..at there reli many ppl sek me..and i didnt let them knw..when cny holiday i come back..u fetch me back from airport..is early morning of 25 jan 2009 jor..when saw u reli dun knw wan how to face u..bt i stil meet wif u..the morning we two didnt talk much..after 26/27 jan 2009 we back tgt..cause i knw i stil love u..after cny holiday i go back..i reli miss u al the time..bt when reli finish plkn..i feel at i love other guy n dun love u jor..i said break wif u on 12 mac 2009..u very sad n u said u wil wait me..bt y now?when i just wan wif u back u look lik dun wan me again??y we two relation nvr stop??when b wif u r sweet..darling..i just wan to let u knw i love u..plz..dun let me got a feeling tat i m toy again..and i didnt treat u lik my remote..