blur blur day..

almost 20 days at outside working..so tired..and i so miss my home..especially my bf..so so so miss him..today me at tawau eastern plaza work..not many ppl make me feel boring..haha..yea..so wish we can go kl together..eee..i almost back lo..hahaha..so happy..but after back straight away work so tired o...hmm...my bf also start new job..hopefully this job can give him a steady career..god bless..please..hehe

stupid..

yesterday nit u let me know dont request anymore..i totally lost ant trusted on you..i dont know u r the one tat i wan o not..i so blur..u make me very blur..i dont like u keep flirt with girl..1 year already..u still keep and lik tis..haiz..i reli reli canot tahan o..if wan find a guy better than u every where have there..i totally heart broken o..dear lord..tell me what should i do..i always pray to u..just ask u let his job and his healthy and our relation all the best..bt i feel lik pray so much things for what..do he ever appreciate..?why..?if can back to last time..i prefer single..i prefer go plkn again..reli dont wan see him anymore..he make me feel lik he wont giving up flirt ppl..ryan u reli think me lik i reli kind hearted..keep let u tam..i tell u..i totally fed up..