LuNg LuNg bLOg~~

远距离恋爱～

2012-02-03T23:56:00.000-08:00

你试过远距离恋爱吗？有试过相处八天就爱上对方吗？还记得第一眼见你的时候，我不可能会看上你吧，觉得这些事情就是那么荒谬。第一天-（野柳）我们在这享用午餐，你跟我说你不能吃海鲜，我竟然吃完那些生鱼片，开心……(九份）在这你叫我别买这个别买哪个，嘻嘻。（西门町）你第一天就一直陪我逛整个西门町了，其实这时候你对我有感觉了？哈哈

第二天-（六福村）你早上跟我说你朋友小梁说我很可爱，之后我们三个就在六福一起吃午餐，在那时候就感觉你在做弄我，一直跟我说你很可爱，傻傻的。

悲伤

2011-07-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

不知为何电台今天播的歌那么悲伤，总感觉一个人在外地生活就非常寂寞及孤独，感觉自己也是这这样一个人。在人生当中，我的性格从温柔变野蛮，从朴实变现实，这些感觉好难受哦。为什么我们人会一直变。。某某一位无人先生发送短信给我，这个人让我觉得好疲惫哦。也许当初就是舍弃了那个机会，所以至今一直念念不忘。感情路就是那么坎坷。

2011~~

2011-06-29T01:56:00.000-07:00

在上个星期的时候，我进了幼稚园教书，超累得因为不敢坐。脚非常酸，腰疼，真惨啊！现在还好一点。哈哈。

New environment

2011-06-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

what a good good day for me...i think so la....and a good good year...everything going smooth already..

Secret...

2011-03-21T23:02:00.000-07:00

anyone can tell me how?from now on i just realise that i m not so in love with my bf.i feel guilty to him..i ever betray him and i feel so unfair to him.but i just keep this secret inside my heart..i fall in love to another guy.but this things cannot let my bf knw..later every things mess up.now already make so complicated already.i really cannot imagine if i tell him the truth how he gonna feel?i think he will become crazy.i also almost crazy.i said break to my bf but he dun want...seriously i really did a big mistake..so tiring..

blur blur day..

2010-01-29T06:09:00.000-08:00

almost 20 days at outside working..so tired..and i so miss my home..especially my bf..so so so miss him..today me at tawau eastern plaza work..not many ppl make me feel boring..haha..yea..so wish we can go kl together..eee..i almost back lo..hahaha..so happy..but after back straight away work so tired o...hmm...my bf also start new job..hopefully this job can give him a steady career..god bless..please..hehe

stupid..

2010-01-09T16:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday nit u let me know dont request anymore..i totally lost ant trusted on you..i dont know u r the one tat i wan o not..i so blur..u make me very blur..i dont like u keep flirt with girl..1 year already..u still keep and lik tis..haiz..i reli reli canot tahan o..if wan find a guy better than u every where have there..i totally heart broken o..dear lord..tell me what should i do..i always pray to u..just ask u let his job and his healthy and our relation all the best..bt i feel lik pray so much things for what..do he ever appreciate..?why..?if can back to last time..i prefer single..i prefer go plkn again..reli dont wan see him anymore..he make me feel lik he wont giving up flirt ppl..ryan u reli think me lik i reli kind hearted..keep let u tam..i tell u..i totally fed up..

do you really know what i am thinking?

2009-12-30T18:29:00.000-08:00

since dont know when..i try and make myself relax..never think too much..you want how just as you like..do you know that?i just want to tell u i dont want be with you ..you make me so suffer..you give me love so what..then u got ever listen to me..?i just feel like our relation can stop already.i dont want together already..i want to be single..i ask you dont find those girl that i dont like but you keep and find..so sorry..i really want to stop this relation..i cannot support u anymore..i already patient enough!i will make myself less find you..well i wont do anything betray you..i just want to calm down..i ask you try and understanding more but u didnt.i dont think this blog u saw it too.. time will make me try and forget i love u..i just want to said i give up on u..so tired..

trusted

2009-10-25T01:21:00.000-07:00

a couple should trust each other..bt me n him??look lik already lost confident to each other..he said he aint trust me anymore..i dun knw wat for tgt again..seriously..many ppl said if two person always argue sure will end..r u reli suitable for me??or i m not suitable for u??just now i ask u money important to u o not..is bcz jerrard said if he no mey he cant giv yuan yuan blissful..haizz..i feel so tired..if u dun wan me now..i might be feel freedom and enjoyable..eventhought i knw is very sad..i rather dun wan tis relation if we two oso not trust each other..

love story??

2009-04-07T15:47:00.000-07:00

wat u mean by our love story??yesterday u said me over sensitive n too emo..sorry if i dont lov u i wont lik tis one..do u stil rmr tat we reli pass many difficult things just can together back??ya..i knw is me said i wan b single ..at the moment i oso giv u time lo..y?if i dont love u i wont out wif u oni lo..haiz..remember tat we 26 sept 2008 together bt 26 nov 2008 end already..when we tgt reli very happy..when u break i very sad i start to bcum very bad..until i get a letter from plkn..when i told u i go u oso didnt said wat..tat time my heart die all..when 27 dec 2008 early actually should ah yik sent me go likas complex bt u keep wan fetch me..at last i lie him said mother wan to fetch me n let u fetch me go ..when i alone go kl..do u knw i very sad?feel alone?i try to be tough at there..at last i can do it.n when i at there le u just said u wait me..actually i didnt trust wat u said lo..haiz..sometime worry u until i cry at the midnit..at there reli many ppl sek me..and i didnt let them knw..when cny holiday i come back..u fetch me back from airport..is early morning of 25 jan 2009 jor..when saw u reli dun knw wan how to face u..bt i stil meet wif u..the morning we two didnt talk much..after 26/27 jan 2009 we back tgt..cause i knw i stil love u..after cny holiday i go back..i reli miss u al the time..bt when reli finish plkn..i feel at i love other guy n dun love u jor..i said break wif u on 12 mac 2009..u very sad n u said u wil wait me..bt y now?when i just wan wif u back u look lik dun wan me again??y we two relation nvr stop??when b wif u r sweet..darling..i just wan to let u knw i love u..plz..dun let me got a feeling tat i m toy again..and i didnt treat u lik my remote..

do i feel sad

2008-12-15T08:44:00.000-08:00

yesterday midnit..u suddenly send me a msg talk a lot of thing..said u useless no money no job..ask me forget u..u tis reli bian tai de a..??y u can keep hurting me??haiz..luckili reli gt gok wai them always bside me consule me if not i reli dun knw i wil how..reli reli thx star too..so sleepy..no mood to said anythg..we r end..i nw tat

wtf..??

2008-12-08T16:01:00.000-08:00

early in the morning then quarrel wif mom..wt....reli reli very angry lo..damn it la..i work myself earn money myself stil need keep scold me..i no wif ya take money lo..even take just mayb b one month just gt 50..izit very guo fen a??bok zi..keep scolding me..now u giv me money not should 'tin gin dei yi' ge meh?
u thought i reli wan take money from u meh..?haiz..i no money just take de lo..reli everyday oso gt work find me a..??yesterday nit is luckily boss ady find me work lo..work one hour lik tis then get 100..wah..go wher kutip o..swt..and the winner player giv me 50 for tips..ya..is very happy..haiz...bt very spoil my mood la..

kl girl..

2008-12-07T23:56:00.000-08:00

just now i was looking at his fon..i knw i should not check his fon..bt y oweys let me saw a girl tat name chan shin san..he can keep cal her honey honey there..then the girl sure cal him baby too..why wo..??not only one time already lo..haizz..yesterday when he knw tat i saw the girl sms her..y his face straight change to look lik scared a..i dun knw wat the place me inside ur heart..y?y?y?i reli hate it la..i stil cant sleep well tis few nit just bcz of u..can u let me knw m i stil inside ur heart o not..u jealous guy looking at me..bt y dun u nvr appreaciate me..u go for a kl girl..i feel lik u keep lying on me..u nvr told tat kl girl tat u gt gf..u oweys make my heart broken..do u knw tat?..even outisde i look nth..bt u nvr knw how sad m i..i reli reli very tired lo...should i continue tis relationship..i knw better stop it now..the feeling is not happy..

my decision

2008-12-07T01:32:00.000-08:00

well..i m at his house now..doin nth whole day..later nit wil go the bed after dinner wif his family..mayb he dun knw tat i reli make decision to giv up him le..today is the last day i meet him..i dont wan make tis relationship bcum more complicated..aiks..i reli dun knw la..he oweys said just b natural..he just ask me tomorrow wan go mount kinabalu o not..hmm..i promise him le go le..hmm..is quite happy when he ask..bt i knw tis happy was not longer..well..he r watching a drama tat very sad now..aiks..bt i watch b4 le..and i not dare watch bcz wil let me think my past ..is so sad..

5/12

2008-12-05T17:44:00.000-08:00

morning was at home watch movie i think..until dun knw wat time..audrey find me out ..we go centre point again..aiks..go ther then i waste many money le..aiyoyo..
hmm walk whole day..leg very very pain..and whole nit didnt sleep well make me feel so sleepy..haha..evening go gym wif a lim at damai..haha..1st time tu..very very hot la at there..when finish gym almost fall down de lo..feel headache..haha..
after home done my thing just chat wif my fren oni..damn so many..haha..

pool tournament crew

2008-12-04T16:18:00.001-08:00

me,jasmine,and o c po..haha

karen..n me..sexy girl..

mr.chua tat oweys giv me advice..miss him..

12 referee..haha..

sarah,lei lei,me

break again..lol~~

2008-12-04T16:05:00.000-08:00

yesterday i dun knw is wat day lai de..dun knw should b happy or what..finally said break..i doesnt knw tat i stil gt feeling on him o not..he keep make me feel dissapointed..haiz..my life a i think back to complicated again le..very anfry my fren tat they r wif ryan lie me..hmm..i dun knw y i m not reli angry ryan..very tired think about him..tis week i almost go kk9 go find star n cheryl them..at least they wil make me happy..can crazy wif them..haha
yesterday nit i go pn wif star..when i m ply game i feel tat i m reli can forget wat i think..no stress or wat..after tat gok wai find us go famosa yam cha..then karen come too le..wow..she looks sexy..haha.when yam cha gok wai said he giv cheryl 'kiong gan'..i was dun knw when cheryl drunk wil luan luan kiss ppl..hahah..she wif karen da k lun..a meh..haha..shocked me la.. a lim ask me go his dad karaoke..bt menz oso called me go lintas yam cha wif fish..lol..kekex i saw derek again le..haha..he so smart ba..haha..and i gt record him n fish o..wakaka..they look cute..we two almost talk until 11 lik tis..after tat go find a lim his dad karaoke..haha..bt me nth to do at there..at last i go back to kk9 find star them..almost 12.30 just arrived home..
i cant sleep well whole the nit..6 oso wake up le..quite tired now..haha..
watever la..now i m missing u..=P

我的生活

2008-11-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

我一直被困在放不开的观念里
心很不舒服就算被开导了
还是会胡思乱想
我是个笨蛋总是怕这个怕那个
为什么呢？

我好累好累我很不开心
我想得到你的安慰但你说我想太多
我知道啊我也明白
但你是我的男朋友哦
我想得到一个慰问的话那么难吗？

你最近很忙我尝试体谅你
可是我的脑啊傻傻的

心中的失望

2008-11-22T20:45:00.000-08:00

昨夜
你玩至通宵
我无话可说
临睡前
我的脑海里
一直不时地想着你
我无能为力
打了几通电话
你没接我也不敢打扰你了
我在想我们究竟适不适合
我不清楚我感觉疲惫

今早
你说你像睡多一会儿
我让你
也许是我胡思乱想
心中的不安
让我想放弃了

wat a busy day??

2008-10-24T04:24:00.000-07:00

today i went to school fecth yuan n van finsih skul..after tat we three and ryan eat lunch..hehe..after eat fetch vanessa n ryan home..me and yuan go kk do something lo..after we do finsih we go home take cloths and fetch van ..we three go likas kompleks swimming..so big rain lo..when i get inside the car..omg..my shoes wet all o..aIYO..the water deep until my leg..after we finsih swim we went to lintas yoyo..i ask ryan fetch yuan yuan home..when i get inside yoyo saw no nick..even not reli saw his face la..bt i knw tat ah boon keep looking at me..tat 8 gong lai de..i just back home..i so miss my darling now..even gt meet bt js a while oni..aiks aiks

6/10 go yoyo wif yuan,wel,kiat and van

2008-10-22T15:40:00.000-07:00

a lonely me..

wel doin wat??haha..he look so funny..

ah kiat shy shy..><

yann yuan doin wat nw??

me and darling..

2008-10-22T15:24:00.000-07:00

2/10 just start together for 1 week..haha

12/10 at atmoshepre..

afternoon..

2008-10-04T04:49:00.001-07:00

too boring..while waiting stupid ryan dye his hair..lie me de..yer...hehe

2008-10-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

just take the 520 star for song..haha

lol..two butterfly..haha

lol..ssing..at home..

2008-10-04T04:23:00.000-07:00

me!!

2008-10-02T18:57:00.001-07:00

wif siew li at waikiki swimming

2008-10-02T18:54:00.000-07:00

funny look..haha

darLing

2008-10-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

solou..
my darling..hehe..26/9 sweet~~

27/9

2008-10-02T18:46:00.001-07:00

i make de ''wan tan''..hehe nt bad de o..when i eat..haha

escape work..

2008-10-01T19:08:00.000-07:00

early in the morning..then need to talk a lot of lie make me feel lik uncomfortable..bt nvm la..used to it oledi..hehe.now i was at his house doin nothing..js at here typing my blog..just waiting him shower finsih then accompany him go eat breakfast i think ..haha..feel lik so sleepy today..
accompany whole daY LE..at his house eat dinner a..when he wan to sleep i keep disturb him..he keep said me very naughty a..lol..after tat out wif vanessa and yann yuan..we go eat burger king..haha..lol..

30/9
work at one borneo until 8..darling come and fetch me..then we dinner at brass monkey..hehe..so happy la..then we go sutera lo..we two at there walk walk oni la..lol..漫步啊，挺浪漫的，嘻嘻

26/9/08 friday

2008-09-28T18:23:00.000-07:00

a normal for me..didnt go to school a...afternoon wif him go eat lunch..after finsih eat accompany him go here go there..haha..and tat time very traffic jam a...=P
suddenly he ask me do u understand wat is I....U?i said i dun knw..then he suddenly hold my hand and said i love u to me ..haha..i m happy n feel lik ngong liao..haha..just o o o there oni..=P we just meet one week oni then second week tgt le..i feel lik very fast tgt..and make me feel unsafety to tis relationship..and u spoil my single life..haha..i miss my single life a..

yesterday,u fetch me go work..a boring work..js stand at there oni..until my leg oso tired la...js at there chit chat oni..haha..when nit i m serving a customer,u come into the shop by i dun knw u go inside le,when saw u heartbeat staight feel very fast..bt tat time when u looking me i feel sweet and happy..haha even i scared let ah lun and che fai them knw..=P

darling..i love u much..

work!!

2008-08-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

i work two day at city mall le..stand whole day my leg alomost canot walk le..very pain nw o..

haiz...work for lg promoter..lets talk about yesterday..gt one customer help me buy le 1 lg tv..haha..js because he saw me pretty lo..za dao..knw many new fren too gt angel la..alex la..tis two is when i giv baucher then knw them de..they work saloon de..hehe..another is vincent sim..haha..from miri de..work for faber..he gt a bit sot sot de..other is jack whose sell spec de..haha..and xin yi la..my another promoter fren..

today>>saw many fren o..hehe..rayner,tham,edwa

eat lunch wif kenny today..uncle..js lik kids ply those test wif me..haha

rd,varian and many....

not reli got work today leg was very tired so went to ogawa shop an mo..bt stil canot cure my leg pain..lol..js sit ther n spend time talk wif fren mother..haha..

b4 bak home go jack shop try spec..i lik a spec tat look suit for me..hahaha

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today was yang ming fetch me home..lol..he do jelly to me eat o..haha..nt bad bah..
get a call from bj..haha..when said gud nit keep hai you hai you ther..he nt dare said sumting tu..haha stupiak~~~~~~~~~

full of date..

2008-08-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

wake up by 7.30am today..after that eat breakfast wif my family..then go gaya street looking sumting then go home le..thought wil very boring at home then open tv to watch olympic until sleep..bt start from 11.am fon keep ringing to ask me out..lol..fren calling oso lazy ans cal until i wake up..1pm go cx find sean n sze sze..lol..wow..saw shin chan haha..doenst knw he oso wil go those place..and even he oso think me wont go cyber too..haha..very funny..eat lunch wif sean n sze at rch..then kenny cal me ask me go find him at ban mian..bt after tat jasmine cum n meet me ..lol..ah lim cal me go watch movie wif him bt i put him aeroplane le..and talk lie to him tiam..so pai sei le..=='' bcz jasmine wan me join them go k box sing..
knw a guy tat name ah keet..wa..reli very small gas le...keep wan fight wif girl..zzz..make sze very angry him lo..even i stil ok to him la..bcz early oso knw him liao de since from dun knw when ..haha..

Busy day..

2008-08-09T22:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday early in the morning wif my sis go fetch tham went to bukit padang jogging lo...after tat edwarn n aloy cum n find us..haha..we went to mount climbing..i m the last 1 climb up..haha..bcz i feel lik wan faint again..no oxygen ther le..when go up ther..my face n lips white white..rest a while then wif them go lintas eat..bt i didnt eat wif them bcz i nid eat wif my mom..hehe..
10.30 got reherse me b4 10 oso arrive magellan le..nth to do at there..
12pm js start practise bcz isaac was late..zzz
1pm wif lions went to the cruise eat lunch..haha
3pm go wisma buy sumting then get news about nn gf mom die le..swt..i no comment..after tat ask fish cum n fetch me
and accompany him eat at rch..haha..5pm js arrived home..
bath liao then fast fast make up..bcz 5.30pm yang ming wil cum n fetch me..haha..
me n sze arrived le then go vip room sitting and make up again..haha..
7.30pm was start dinner already..well..very lucky cz gt a long hand guy help me take food..haha..bcz my hand too short keep nid stand..wakaka..bt our performance was after 3 dishes then need to dance..
was very scary when we dance..too nervous already..haha..after dance finish ah lim cal me n i was out wif him..we go famosa yam cha..then he went to ply snooker i go powernet watch movie..haha..when go ther saw menz them..haha..i was at ther c movie until 11pm lik tis then ask ah lim fecth me home lo..lol..very tired..

my msn has been hacked..

2008-08-07T14:15:00.000-07:00

haiz..very no mood since from yesterday...my msn has been hacked..i dont knw wan hw..many thing in the email..wel..yesterday nit think back my past..i felt nt happy again..js hope gt a person tat reli wil care me..i dun knw wat i thinking nw..hw cum my life look lik so compliaceted a..??i hate ppl said me oweys out..u all dun understand me hw cum at outside keep said i oweys out..i nt goin clubbing then u all dun trust me..haiz...

tiReD

2008-08-05T12:31:00.000-07:00

now js 3.30am..well..actually want to study but my mind make me to online already..i am memorize my sejarah for half only..i am js received zoom kac picture from zoom..hehe..

start a new blog

2008-08-04T14:18:00.000-07:00

well..i m just a start new blog..hehe..nth to write nw..open tis blog for song..=P